Post by Kula Hula Kimmie on Aug 26, 2009 21:00:14 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0x,true][atrb=cellpadding, 5x, true][style= background-image: url('http://i22.photobucket.com/albums/b331/dogs123buddy/Charries/Nevoa/header.png'); -webkit-border-radius: 10px; -o-border-radius: 10px; -ms-border-radius: 10px; -moz-border-radius: 10px; width:500px; height: 267px; border-radius: 10px 10px 10px 10px;] Hold my hand to keep me steady ║ Nevoa Rhapsody ║ |
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I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay on the shore[/center]
xxx›Hello, my name is Nevoa Rhapsody
xxx›I am also called Nev
xxx›My gender is female
xxx›My age is 20
xxx›My birthday is July 26th
xxx›I am 5 feet and 4 inches tall
xxx›I weigh 102 lbs.
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Staring up at the stars that aren't there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Staring up at the stars that aren't there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
xxx›My father is Deitar Zune
xxx›My mother is Kerauno Rhapsody
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So like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently
So like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently
xxx›My hair color is black (originally brown)
xxx›My skin color is caucasian
xxx›My eyes are chocolate brown
xxx›Tattoos are guitar player in kanji on her right back shoulder [x]
xxx›Other things are my pierced nose and the occasional feathers accessory in my hair
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Before you happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
Before you happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
xxx›My personality is not something that can be described in a few short easy sentences. People are more dimensional then that and have many different quirks under their more prominent characteristics. Describing oneself can be even harder because people seem to focus in on a few details but they can never grasp the full life of their personalities and if you can't fully grasp yourself, how can you grasp others'? This however, will be my attempt at describing myself as honestly as possible, without overlooking the negatives.
First and foremost, I absolutely love music. I'm a musician and if I wasn't so drawn to a life of Pokémon training then I'd probably just pursue a life of a musician. My love for the two, music and pokemon, though is impossible to just choose one so instead I will work on my musical career as I train, try to get my name out there and get a small following of fans who like what I do.
That isn't to say though that I'm at all outgoing. Oh no. I'm fairly shy and easily embarrassed, red blush and all. Great combo right? Better get over that stage fright before I get to far in my musical ambitions. I'd like to point out that I tend to lose myself in music and Pokémon battles though. If you can get me to concentrate on a song or a battle then I'll forget people are watching and slowly a more outgoing girl can come out. Remember the if. I'm pretty self-conscious so I'll probably be too nervous and worrisome to forget a crowd.
Whiles I'm introverted for the most part, I still love preforming for people, it's just... stressful. I get really nervous sometimes when playing in front of peoples. In front of those who I know, it's easier when I know the group of people I'm playing for and really only need a bit of encouragement to motivate me but in front of strangers or large groups of people, I need a whole lot more encouragement or peer pressure to preform. I don't want to fail and sometimes, when I get nervous, I stutter, shake physically, or my voice cracks... Which only makes me more nervous.
I try to be a fairly optimistic person without being that annoying over the top peppy morning person that everyone wants to stab the eyes out of. I am, by far, not a morning person. I just try to see on the bright side of life and think letting negative thoughts control my life would be a waste, I need to live to the fullest of my abilities. I love laughing and can laugh or smile at even the simplest of actions, I was never one to be able to hold a straight face for very long. I am fairly gullible also however. I'm that friend that falls for the 'hey, look over there!' trick every, single, time.
Then there is my problem of being an insomniac. Since I much prefer the night over the day, it isn't too bad besides the side effects of it. Stargazing is a major hobby of mine but I'm not sure if it's the calming aspect of it, or just the mystery of what all is really in space, that gets me. Not everything about insomnia is great though. I have to take medicine so that I can sleep otherwise, for a lesser extent, I get moody, grouchy, dark eyes, and heavy bags under my eyes. If I don't take my meds though then the serious effects of insomnia (that I have yet to have the displeasure of having) include hallucinations, eye twitching, dreaming while awake, loss of control over limbs, migraines, heart attacks, and seizures.
Once I fall asleep though I'm a log and good luck waking me up. I'd sleep through most anything and you'd have better luck dragging me from a fire then taking the time to try and wake me up.
I value the truth above most things when it comes to life and friendship. If you did something that wronged me or something that you don't think I would be happy to know about, own up to it. I'd be more upset if I found out later that you lied to me about then if you just out yourself. It takes courage to accept your defeats and even more to own up to them and learn from them. I will try to never lie. No matter how difficult the situation I will try not to lie.
I don't have much physical strength though. I walk everywhere I go and I love climbing trees but if it comes to anything strenuous then I'll fail miserably. I much prefer to the think myself logically out of situations and try to come up with original and creative ideas to solve my problems.... Which quite often don't work and I end up doing a less complex plan instead. Strategy though is key.
Just because I'm easy going though doesn't mean that I'll let people throw me under the bus or walk all over me. If I've learned anything over the past few years, especially the last, is that many people are all about themselves and don't care about anyone else around them. They'll use you until you can't help them anymore and then they will throw you to the curb and forget you. Because of this, I have grown cold to those who take advantage of me or others and hold grudges against them. I'm not one to forgive and forget. I'm also fairly blunt when you make me angry. I'm not the type of person to just act nice around someone who uses me. You had your chance of me being nice and threw it away, I don't see why you deserve it now.
xxx›I like music, night, singing, playing guitar, pokemon, traveling, site seeing, star gazing, relaxing, dreaming, sleeping, rain and thunderstorms
xxx›I dislike waking up early, out of tune singing or guitars, fish, going to bed early, people asking to use her guitar unless she knows them well, and swimming
xxx›Some fears are Ichthyophobia, the fear of fish, and Aquaphobia, fear of drowning
xxx›Languages spoken are English and Portuguese
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All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue, farewell with your ear to a seashell
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue, farewell with your ear to a seashell
xxx›My history goes like this, I was a love child. My mother had a one night stand with a traveling musician, thinking it was love. After that night, my 'father' left, gone like the wind. My mother raised me alone and we never had much but we survived. My mom found out early on that I had a strong passion for music, just like my father.
At age 6, I got my first guitar for my birthday. I had lessons until the age of 10, when we just couldn't keep the payments up for the lessons. I proceeded to teach myself from there.
I never did learn much about my father, and I learned to never ask my mom. The first and last time I did, my mother broke into sobs and locked herself in her room the rest of the day, well until the next morning. It was pretty easy to see the topic wasn't a comfortable subject for her.
At about the age of 13, I meet my second love and passion, Pokémon. Sure I always knew about them, (it's hard not to) but the first hand experience when an Arcanine caught me when I fell out of a tree, while I was playing under the night sky, made me see them in a different light. I always thought of them as just creatures, but for some reason the happening opened my eyes and I decided that once I saved enough money, and gained more insight, I'd be a traveling musician with Pokémon companions. My mother never saw it that way, thinking that I was leaving her just as my father did. Instead I had to stay in the house, unable to pursue my dreams until I came to the age of 18, when my mom could no longer hold me back.
I left then, telling her mother she loved her and promising to write often, which I still do. For the next year, I decided to travel though, learning the musical arts of different cultures and gaining new friends. When I decided to start off on my adventure of Pokémon training, I went to the Ranger Station where I was given a Ditto as a starter. Progressing from there I got more Pokémon companions and more human friends, some that I know will be life long.
Along Route One though, not far into my journey at all, I ran into trouble. I was attacked one night and lost one of my Pokémon in the chaos, Elegy my Absol. A man named Blaze came along just after, before the attacker confronted me, and helped me heal. We talked and I regard him quite close now, a bit like an older brother.
When we split from each other though, I spent my time searching for Elegy only he wasn't anywhere to be found. I never returned to training directly and always kept a slot on my main team open, his empty pokeball holding the location. It was almost a year later that I finally got him back and I can't even explain to anyone how. I don't think I care exactly how anyways, he's back and that's what really matters. I spent the next portion of the year back home with my mom. I was due for a check in and I worry for her at home by herself.
But now I'm back, starting again on my Pokémon journey. Back to Route One, only this time I hope to have better luck.
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You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room
xxx›My main reference is Lights Poxleitner
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Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
xxx›This character is by Kimmie
xxx›The lyrics above are by Owl City - The Saltwater Room
xxx›This profile is by Benevolent[/div][/td][/tr][/table]
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