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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 4:51:06 GMT -5
So Tokka has Poetry
enjoy.......
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 4:53:26 GMT -5
Spiraling I’m spiraling down into the deep The sea of judgment at my feet Swallow me, oh demons of despair To send my flying through the air My eyes are closed Fear pounding in my heart Falling farther into the fire I wish to be no more Hearing you cry my name My soul falls deeper The fear of me disappearing in your voice Oh, help me God, please Save me from this hell There is nothing to tell The war isn’t over Because it’s just begun I land softly on a platform My feet in front of me My head pounding because of the voices Screaming in agony I look around me Seeing the flames burning around the circle Faces screaming at me Telling me lies I’m spiraling again Farther into the pit My heart aching because of the pain And my mind full of shame My life ended quickly With that cold steel Meeting with my flesh Tearing at my skin While I was dying I heard a voice It made me realize that What I did was stupid As I lay crying on the second platform I realize that what I did Was very wrong I’m begging to return to the living I see the pure white light And what I see in my sight My dead body on the floor My soul wishing to be there I see a man holding my body close He’s crying for me to return I slowly start to descend And enter my body again All I see is darkness And I feel something fall on my face I slowly wake up And see you above I whisper your name Tears starts to stain my face I tell you that I’m sorry You move my hair out of my face We hear a noise A siren coming up our driveway You tell me quietly “Everything is going to be alright.” I smile softly at you Because I know I’m going to be alright too Because I’m no longer Spiraling
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 4:55:14 GMT -5
The Nightmare
My nightmare is becoming real They are starting to haunt me Terrorizing me everyday I’m scared Please save me from becoming insane The darkness is closing in My friends are leaving me Someone save me from this nightmare The storm is coming closer My strength is beginning to fade I’m beginning to slip away Into the darkness of hell! I can’t breath I’m dying I see cuts on my wrists The nightmare is killing me I start crying into the night It’s getting worse Please, someone, help me wake up I don’t want to die You all hear my screams And into the room You see me thrashing About under the covers You run to me You try to wake me up But I’m trapped in the nightmare And I don’t think I can wake up You tell everyone in the room Our brothers, sisters, and friends To send for doctor Any help at all I’m still in the nightmare dieing I cry to you “Baby, I’m scared.” I see you standing in front of me The real you is still beside my thrashing I can’t control myself My two brothers hold me down My sisters hold me to them You run out of our room Because of my fever being 102 Tears are falling from your eyes Frightened that the illness might kill me The nightmare suddenly ends And my body falls limp My brothers and sisters call for you Scared that I lost my life Running into the room quickly You look down at me Scared that I’m gone You hear the ambulance pull into the drive People come into the house Asking what has happened You quietly speak to me While I sleep I open my hazel colored eyes I stare at your face Your eyes meet mine And tears fall I whisper “I love you” You whisper back “I love you too” I slowly start to fall back asleep Knowing that I’m safe In your arms I’m going to be alright You take me in your arms And whisper words of prayer Because you know that The nightmare is over
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 4:57:00 GMT -5
In Love with a Dreamer He searches far and wide For dreams to fulfill Journeying across the countryside Searching for a place to call home He is the dreamer And I’m in love His dreams give me dreams About our future I’m in love with a dreamer And he’s in love with me When he dreams I dream as well He’s is a dreamer And I his dream Together always Forever we’ll stay My heart was taken By the dreamer’s dreams Of us being together Forever we’ll be To many people Scold us and say “Get out of the fantasy And live in reality.” We never listen To people who scorn Maybe we need to Actually, I don’t want to He is a dreamer And I’m a dream Because I love the dreamer And the dreamer loves me
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 4:57:59 GMT -5
Back Together Again I sit alone in this cold hearted world Wishing you were here You left me a few hours ago You said you were sorry Did you mean it? Do you really care? Such a sad time for me When you abandoned me And now I wonder why That you told me lies I gave my heart to you And you broke it I was laying in bed alone Crying because it was so cold Your warm arms not around me My pillow damp by the tears I hear the front door open and shut You call out my name I see the shadow under the door The doorknob twists slowly I hide under the covers I hear my name being whispered Your footsteps echo through the room As I hide under the covers I notice something in your voice The sorrow, the pain You pull the covers off of me I whisper your name You look at me Your tears falling down your face You smile a little, happy that I’m there You hug me I hug back My tears falling down my face You tell me that you were worried That it was too late You look into my eyes and you ask “Will you take me back?” I smiles and answer slowly “Yes.” Your lips come to mine And you slowly kiss me Your eyes go to the floor You say three words to me “I’m so sorry.” I smile softly and say “I forgive you.” To see you cry those tears To hear the thanking in your voice All I say is “All that matters is that… We are back together again.”
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 4:59:03 GMT -5
Northern Lights I’m sitting beside you Watching the sky Amazed by the sight Of the beautiful Northern Lights We shouldn’t be able to see them Down here so far South Even though it’s so cold Because of the sparkling snow We look up again towards the moon Because I felt something cold Fall onto my face The snow is falling again Pure white snowflakes fall As I hear a snowy owl call I am amazed by the beauty of it all I lean my back against you We hear people singing carols I start to sing-along with them “Silent Night, Holy Night All is calm all is bright.” You sing with me Holding my body against you tightly Attempting to keep me warm Because of the snow falling storm I snuggle against your warm body Because I’m starting to get cold We look up again To see the Northern Lights once more What a beautiful sight While the snow is falling And people singing Is the Northern Lights
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 4:59:45 GMT -5
Soar High Sometimes I wish I could fly To soar across the sky Seeing the ground And looking around I wish I could soar So I could fly to you And fly back when needed Because I want to see your smile I wish to fly Through the sky So very high To see the bright sunlight But I don’t need to fly To show myself to all All I need to do is my best To soar high
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 5:00:55 GMT -5
Beautiful Sunset Sitting here watching the sunset I wonder why all those colors show How does it do it? My questions are wise About the sunset Across from the Riverside Inn Stars are starting to form Across the distant shore Shining their light on the world I suddenly feel arms around me A sweet kiss on the top of my head I smile and snuggle against you The cold beginning to fade We stand together Among the trees Butterflies flutter around I giggle as you whisper softly to me Words that mean so much Even though they are small Here we are today Watching the are today The beautiful sunset
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 5:02:05 GMT -5
My Place In Life I don’t know where I fit Maybe I don’t go anywhere I’m stuck in a hellhole My mind telling me where I belong I want to find my place Somewhere I belong with you We are together in the ranks We are just pennies in a bank I want my place in life To be there by your side And I will never leave because That is my place in life
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 5:02:55 GMT -5
Hope Restored
My heart was shattered like a piece of glass All my emotions were flying oh so fast When I suddenly saw you standing in that little light Love returned to me that night When you told me that you were my knight
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 5:03:44 GMT -5
A Pained Heart
I look to the sky And I wonder why That people could be so cruel Without telling me the rule Which has been put down Their mean comments want to make me drown But let me tell you a story part About a girl and her pained heart
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 5:04:26 GMT -5
One More Shot
I’m battling a monster But that monster is me I need to win this fight So I can succeed In the things I need So I’m battling the monster Who is holding me back All I need is One more shot
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 5:05:26 GMT -5
A Christmas Melody I look out and see the snow And I hear a soft melody It’s not in my head Or on the radio And it’s not on television either Where is the strange melody coming from? It’s coming from outside Can’t you hear it? It’s all around us Just take a look! The melody is in the wind It’s in the wintry, starry sky at night It’s in the shiny snow that falls It’s in the hearts of children everywhere It’s the Christmas Melody
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 5:06:30 GMT -5
Sleepers of Winter They dream of winter Of snow and sledding They dream of cold, windy nights Of starry skies at night They dream of Christmas Trees Of presents and carols They dream of Santa Claus Of his elves and Rudolph They dream of the food They are the sleepers of winter
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 5:07:08 GMT -5
I’m Sorry I'm sorry that I hurt you, I'm sorry that I tried, I'm sorry that I stuck a scorpion down your backside, You meant so much to me that I didn't realize, I didn't realize this but now I know that....I love you.
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 5:08:12 GMT -5
Why Do You Hate Me Now?
You told me you hated me But why, what'd I do? You tell me to go But I say no Tell me why you hate me That’s all I want to know And why you tell me to go And leave you alone I tried to ask why the other day But you just walked away I ran behind you during lunch But you left, your food not touched You looked at me the other day I'd had enough of you ignoring me so I walked away Just like you did that one day I cry at night Because I miss that light That you have in your eyes Tell me why you hate me I didn't do anything wrong Cause now I sing a sad, sad song You finally looked at me And I finally asked why But all you said was good-bye I couldn't ask the question cause you left and never came back I'll ask you the question in my dreams And hopefully you will answer back And here's my question cause your here with me tonight Why did you make me cry All I ask is why Here's the last question Why do you hate me now?
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 5:08:52 GMT -5
Betrayed Heart Coldness of winter Deep in her heart Maybe the silence Has gone too far The heartbreak inside To sad to keep She hides in the shadows Of her betrayed heart She’s alone in her world A world of sadness and sorrow Her heart shattered to pieces It surrounds a black rose It bleeds until she’s dead inside Her feeling is gone, extinct To much pain from them She’s dead to reality All she had done Everything to her gone Disappeared to her Gone from the Betrayed heart
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 5:09:37 GMT -5
Dead to the World All her friends abandoned her Everything is gone She cries and bleeds Trying to let it out All she has left is the rose It’s wilted until it was no more Just like her heart it died Her feeling left unsaid No one loves her anymore Everyone she cared for abandons her Her dreams are wasted Shattered pieces on the floor Then as the sun rises on her last day She closes her eyes to pray Until her soul finally gives way And she’s dead to the world
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Post by tokka on Feb 14, 2011 5:10:16 GMT -5
Fiery Inside Death took her family She writes an ‘ode’ to them Her heart wreathing in pain Revenge is on her mind Fire coursing through her veins It’s coming for her too He’s around the corner Her death is coming very soon Everything inside is ablaze No matter how much she runs Death is at her feet Killing her fiery inside
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Post by tokka on Mar 18, 2011 9:45:07 GMT -5
Where Have You Gone? Meeting at a first of glance Attracted by a hopefully relationship that would last Whether it be IC or not But, where have you gone? We became the best of friends When I fell down, you helped me up When I was sad you helped me smile Where have you gone? I was in darkness But you were always there To bring me to the light Where have you gone? Where.....have you gone?
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