Post by Kathryn on Sept 17, 2011 7:24:02 GMT -5
RANT TIEM
This one is dedicated to my brother. I just need to get this off my chest. This contains stuff I want to say to him but can't because it'll only mess him up even more.
Maturity? I don't think so!
No, you're not fucking stupid. You're immature, hypocritical, impatient, disobedient, snappy, irritable and you complain about EVERYTHING. Don't act mature. YOU'RE NOT A FUCKING INSOMNIAC EITHER, SO DON'T PRETEND YOU EVEN KNOW HOW IT FEELS. YOU SLEEP LIKE A GOD DAMN BRICK. Just because your DICK of a "friend" - who you constantly fall out with over god knows what - decides to throw a PISSY FIT for no reason AS USUAL, you don't need to go about casting the blame on other people.
He's not even a true friend. You rely so much on this motherfucker that you're letting him control your life. It's SICKENING. You know as well as I do what happened before, when someone else tried that. I vowed to myself to never let anyone control me again and that's what I intend to do. If he throws a pissy fit, you don't need to let it distract you from what really matters - SCHOOL. You're a college student now for fuck sake, so grow a pair!
Moreover, if he starts ignoring you, then don't let it consume you. Yes, he's a prat, and you won't admit it despite the past week where you've come to me bitching about how he's talking to other people more than you. You're quiet and you repeat the same topics over and over again - you're obsessed with MLP and you are planning to watch the entire season one TODAY. YOU HAVE HOMEWORK ASSHAT. PRIORITISE IT. YOU ALREADY MISSED OUT ON THREE SEPERATE PIECES IN ONE WEEK. ONE SHEET YOU LOST ON THE FIRST DAY.
Also, you went off and spent money that wasn't yours to begin with. On one shopping trip with our aunt, you spent over £65 pounds; granted £20 of that was yours and was worth it, but the other £45 WASN'T. Now our dad has to cough up for money that you spend unwisely on stuff that you already have. Now you owe dad money and you've no way to get it, and you gave money to your friend over a year ago as a loan which STILL hasn't been paid back. You even disrespect him in front of your friends on the Xbox when he asks you to mention it!
Seriously. I need money that you're wasting on useless shit to advance my studies. I need books, pens, pencils and other equipment more than you need a shitload of shirts and jeans to impress your friends with. I need books more than you need that new zombie map or game, which you badger dad about until he gives in!
Organisation
This morning at 7, you set your alarm clock and woke up. Good for you, no really. It's good to see that you're taking point. Dad even made a shitload of noise for you as a hint for you to WAKE THE FUCK UP. You went back to sleep and screwed your own aunt around, who took time and spent money just so you could go out and get a haircut. DON'T BE A DISRESPECTFUL BASTARD.
Furthermore, it's not too much to ask for some peace around here. I woke up to shouting this morning after getting a few hours of sleep, finding you late for your appointment because you'd somehow fallen asleep again through your lack of judgement and not had a shower, or even got out of bed. (I was actually sprawled out all over my bed, which I found mildly amusing) If that wasn't bad enough, you drag our aunt into the argument and cause her to go downstairs and cancel the appointment, then when she comes back upstairs, you're telling YOUR OWN FATHER YET AGAIN TO FUCK OFF, AND THEN YOU MAKE OUR AUNT GO BACK DOWNSTAIRS AND CANCEL THE CANCELLED APPOINTMENT. (What a mouthful. He did go after all, if that confused you.)
So then I listen to dad and give him advice. The man is confused. He doesn't know what to do because he has a rebel teenager for a son that he dares to love under his roof. He saved us and gave us a home. He hasn't been with us for a majority of our life, so of course he's going to need help - even three years on - learning how he should treat us. The reason he treats me as an adult is because I ACT LIKE ONE. He treats you like an obstinate little shite because YOU ACT LIKE ONE. Every time he tries to get you to do something, you mess him about, you don't do it or you tell him to get fucked. You don't listen to him, and instead you turn to his sister for advice. How do you think that makes him feel?
He didn't raise us with a wife, dumbfuck. He's a single parent who missed out on his children's prime time of life. What you maybe don't know is that he comes to me for advice on raising a family because I've shown him a bloody good example that I am capable, even at 16. We talk about stuff and I always propose that he should enforce stricter rules or try different things. Most of what I suggest he doesn't even want to try because he fears it will hurt you. I tell him that he should try anyway and that if he doesn't, things won't get any better.
I suggested several things:
- Make you pay for your keep, you lazy motherfucker. Dad paid his parents £2 a week for food and shelter. I intend to do the same when I get a job. Failing that, at least do some chores or something.
- Instigate new, stricter rules. Like get the fuck off the internet and eat with us for a change rather than stay in your room. At least an hour of exercise a day. No Xbox before Homework. WAIT for food rather than snack on unhealthy shit before your food is ready. COME DOWN AND COOK FOR ONCE.
- Family time. Sit us down as a family and talk to us about our worries and concerns, see what you think he should improve on. We all get our say that way and we can learn from each other.
- Don't yell. What, every god damn day I have to sort out some problem or break up some argument because you think the world is against you. Oh, and what you told me earlier; THIS IS NOT YOUR FUCKING HOUSE ASSHOLE. IT BELONGS TO OUR FATHER AND UNDER THIS ROOF, YOU OBEY HIS RULES OR MOVE THE BLOODY FUCK OUT.
- Get a job. You just fucking left one IN THE MIDDLE OF A RECESSION because people threw stuff at others and you didn't like your co-workers. You were getting paid £20 for each time you worked, which was only a few hours every few weeks. That is a lot of money at this point in time!
...Yeahhh, I'll stop here. It's probably a TL;DR post as usual. My second rant post XD
Anyone got any advice for me? (If you read all that)
This one is dedicated to my brother. I just need to get this off my chest. This contains stuff I want to say to him but can't because it'll only mess him up even more.
Maturity? I don't think so!
No, you're not fucking stupid. You're immature, hypocritical, impatient, disobedient, snappy, irritable and you complain about EVERYTHING. Don't act mature. YOU'RE NOT A FUCKING INSOMNIAC EITHER, SO DON'T PRETEND YOU EVEN KNOW HOW IT FEELS. YOU SLEEP LIKE A GOD DAMN BRICK. Just because your DICK of a "friend" - who you constantly fall out with over god knows what - decides to throw a PISSY FIT for no reason AS USUAL, you don't need to go about casting the blame on other people.
He's not even a true friend. You rely so much on this motherfucker that you're letting him control your life. It's SICKENING. You know as well as I do what happened before, when someone else tried that. I vowed to myself to never let anyone control me again and that's what I intend to do. If he throws a pissy fit, you don't need to let it distract you from what really matters - SCHOOL. You're a college student now for fuck sake, so grow a pair!
Moreover, if he starts ignoring you, then don't let it consume you. Yes, he's a prat, and you won't admit it despite the past week where you've come to me bitching about how he's talking to other people more than you. You're quiet and you repeat the same topics over and over again - you're obsessed with MLP and you are planning to watch the entire season one TODAY. YOU HAVE HOMEWORK ASSHAT. PRIORITISE IT. YOU ALREADY MISSED OUT ON THREE SEPERATE PIECES IN ONE WEEK. ONE SHEET YOU LOST ON THE FIRST DAY.
Also, you went off and spent money that wasn't yours to begin with. On one shopping trip with our aunt, you spent over £65 pounds; granted £20 of that was yours and was worth it, but the other £45 WASN'T. Now our dad has to cough up for money that you spend unwisely on stuff that you already have. Now you owe dad money and you've no way to get it, and you gave money to your friend over a year ago as a loan which STILL hasn't been paid back. You even disrespect him in front of your friends on the Xbox when he asks you to mention it!
Seriously. I need money that you're wasting on useless shit to advance my studies. I need books, pens, pencils and other equipment more than you need a shitload of shirts and jeans to impress your friends with. I need books more than you need that new zombie map or game, which you badger dad about until he gives in!
Organisation
This morning at 7, you set your alarm clock and woke up. Good for you, no really. It's good to see that you're taking point. Dad even made a shitload of noise for you as a hint for you to WAKE THE FUCK UP. You went back to sleep and screwed your own aunt around, who took time and spent money just so you could go out and get a haircut. DON'T BE A DISRESPECTFUL BASTARD.
Furthermore, it's not too much to ask for some peace around here. I woke up to shouting this morning after getting a few hours of sleep, finding you late for your appointment because you'd somehow fallen asleep again through your lack of judgement and not had a shower, or even got out of bed. (I was actually sprawled out all over my bed, which I found mildly amusing) If that wasn't bad enough, you drag our aunt into the argument and cause her to go downstairs and cancel the appointment, then when she comes back upstairs, you're telling YOUR OWN FATHER YET AGAIN TO FUCK OFF, AND THEN YOU MAKE OUR AUNT GO BACK DOWNSTAIRS AND CANCEL THE CANCELLED APPOINTMENT. (What a mouthful. He did go after all, if that confused you.)
So then I listen to dad and give him advice. The man is confused. He doesn't know what to do because he has a rebel teenager for a son that he dares to love under his roof. He saved us and gave us a home. He hasn't been with us for a majority of our life, so of course he's going to need help - even three years on - learning how he should treat us. The reason he treats me as an adult is because I ACT LIKE ONE. He treats you like an obstinate little shite because YOU ACT LIKE ONE. Every time he tries to get you to do something, you mess him about, you don't do it or you tell him to get fucked. You don't listen to him, and instead you turn to his sister for advice. How do you think that makes him feel?
He didn't raise us with a wife, dumbfuck. He's a single parent who missed out on his children's prime time of life. What you maybe don't know is that he comes to me for advice on raising a family because I've shown him a bloody good example that I am capable, even at 16. We talk about stuff and I always propose that he should enforce stricter rules or try different things. Most of what I suggest he doesn't even want to try because he fears it will hurt you. I tell him that he should try anyway and that if he doesn't, things won't get any better.
I suggested several things:
- Make you pay for your keep, you lazy motherfucker. Dad paid his parents £2 a week for food and shelter. I intend to do the same when I get a job. Failing that, at least do some chores or something.
- Instigate new, stricter rules. Like get the fuck off the internet and eat with us for a change rather than stay in your room. At least an hour of exercise a day. No Xbox before Homework. WAIT for food rather than snack on unhealthy shit before your food is ready. COME DOWN AND COOK FOR ONCE.
- Family time. Sit us down as a family and talk to us about our worries and concerns, see what you think he should improve on. We all get our say that way and we can learn from each other.
- Don't yell. What, every god damn day I have to sort out some problem or break up some argument because you think the world is against you. Oh, and what you told me earlier; THIS IS NOT YOUR FUCKING HOUSE ASSHOLE. IT BELONGS TO OUR FATHER AND UNDER THIS ROOF, YOU OBEY HIS RULES OR MOVE THE BLOODY FUCK OUT.
- Get a job. You just fucking left one IN THE MIDDLE OF A RECESSION because people threw stuff at others and you didn't like your co-workers. You were getting paid £20 for each time you worked, which was only a few hours every few weeks. That is a lot of money at this point in time!
...Yeahhh, I'll stop here. It's probably a TL;DR post as usual. My second rant post XD
Anyone got any advice for me? (If you read all that)