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Post by lyrabutt on Oct 25, 2011 19:41:12 GMT -5
have you ever felt so exposed to the blindness and idiocy of people, and your generation, that you just want to scream at them seriously the school is doing a program that is supposed to, you know, get the students off their high horse and get them to consider the situations of others and one of the advertisements for it is very vague and at one point it says "do you have friends?" WHY DOES EVERYONE FIND IT FUCKING HILARIOUS THAT SOMETHING ASKS IF YOU HAVE FRIENDS "haha no i don't have friends BECAUSE EVIDENTLY IT IS A REALLY FUCKING FUNNY THING TO NOT HAVE FRIENDS" BECAUSE YOU KNOW IT'S HILARIOUS THAT THERE ARE ACTUAL SOCIAL OUTCASTS IN THIS SOCIETY WHO ARE PERSECUTED EVERY DAY, AND IF NOT NOW THEN THEY WERE AND IT LEFT THEM WITH ACTUAL PSYCHOLOGICAL REPERCUSSIONS YEAH THAT'S FUCKING HILARIOUS.
so many fucking ignorant remarks talking about how "ugly" somebody is in my opinion the word "ugly" just...... shouldn't be used you have NO EXCUSE to be calling somebody or something ugly. NO. EXCUSE. there is NO REASON to use that word because it NEVER DOES ANYTHING GOOD because you know what? "ugly" IS A FUCKING UGLY WORD. i hate it when people use that word so freely to describe somebody else. i hate it.
so much goddamn disrespect everywhere i look. people can't think of something other than themselves for five goddamn seconds. calling a teacher who is actually a good teacher a cunt?? SERIOUSLY? the only teacher i have seen get any and all respect from all the students is my acting teacher. i don't know how he does it, but it's probably because his class is actually fun.
hey other kids my age, guess what; you might not be here to learn, but the teacher is here to goddamn teach. if you got your ass out of your ears and listened to them instead of stubbornly refusing to acknowledge their existence as another human being, maybe you'd realize that. maybe you'd realize everybody is different and something that doesn't hurt you could very well hurt another person. maybe you'd realize that when somebody has nobody to turn to and nowhere to run, it's not fucking funny.
but nobody's actually going to realize that because that would require them to open themselves up and maybe get hurt themselves. sometimes i just really hate people. and sometimes i just really hate how honesty is treated like the plague in society today.
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Post by Sp❣rit on Oct 25, 2011 20:28:09 GMT -5
god damn. what happened today to raise this kind of hell inside of you? Man I really felt like that sometimes though in Middle/High School. Kids never had respect ever. It was disgusting to listen to sometimes. Never really thought of ugly being such a harsh word. I guess its the same for me when people say "Oh, that's easy" or "That was easy for me" like, putting everyone else down when they think its hard while somehow acting like they're above everyone else then they say it. I think that's kind of what you're getting at? :x but damn, at least you're letting it out.
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Post by lyrabutt on Oct 25, 2011 21:33:30 GMT -5
i'm actually thinking like this a lot, it's just i've been noticing these things more and more since they've been pointed out to me
like on the school bus we drove past a scene where the police and an ambulance and shit were all gathered around a house bus driver stopped to watch, everyone did to the man they led out of the house in handcuffs was a big black man and normally i wouldn't feel the need to say anything about this but...... the kids on the bus started making racist jokes |: talking about how he "wanted his fried chicken" and etc etc oftentimes i don't mind it that much but somebody was shot in that house this is not the goddamn time there were people laughing and joking about it while we saw a little girl run across the lawn looking very panicked
i don't know if it's just the people around here or what i heard some of the guys last year talking about how they think japan deserved that earthquake and how when footage (actual live footage) came on tv they started laughing i heard somebody wish death on somebody who actually committed suicide because he was gay and somebody completely invaded his privacy and posted a video of him having sex online i heard the most obnoxious students in class call the teacher a cunt and rant on about her when she's been fairly patient with them i have heard people say so many things that made me feel physically ill to think they actually believed those things
i guess i just notice these things because i'm actually generally the quiet kid at school?? people say things about me too. in sixth grade they used to call me ugly and stupid to my face and that's probably why i hate the word so much like, calling something stupid expresses frustration towards the object in mind calling something ugly doesn't really do anything
i tend to have seasonal depression lol as soon as colder weather starts rolling around the positive parts of my brain shut down and i'm like "EVERYTHING SUCKS!"
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