Post by hiddenwolfx on Apr 12, 2011 22:18:57 GMT -5
I'm back from my long unexplained absence. Alright well first off I went on a 8 day vacation up in Seven Springs with my cousins, then I had come home but about two days later our laptop recieved some water damage from my brother spilling a cup of water on it, we sent it out to get repaired and we had to wait, while that happened my grandmother ended up in the hospital on St Pattys day... (( 2nd worst day ever.... )) then we recieved so much bad news that week it was nearly unbearable. First it was phenomenia, then something with her heart, then we discovered that she had two blood clots in her lungs that were bleeding, she also was bleeding in her stomach, plus she had an enlarged heart, lungs that were probably charcoal black from 50 some years of smoking, lung cancer and emphazima (sp?). She had to be placed on a ventilator and we knew she wouldn't get better.
My mom had to make the decision to either have her get sent to a nursing home where she would have a hole put in her throat and tube fed. That is no life, that is just sitting or laying there and vegetating. So my mom made the choice of taking her off the ventilator and letting her just suffocate although the hospital said that she would be so heavily sedated that she wouldn't know what was going on. She passed away that night at 9:00 PM from her heart giving out. That was the most devastating thing that has ever happened, plus we hardly have any money to survive since my grandmother brought in the majority of the money from her social security. Now we might lose the house and we might not have electricity in the next couple of days so don't be surprised if I disappear.
Plus we had to get rid of five of our nine dogs since we don't have enough money to support all of them. Two were put to sleep, Mindy our female black lab (12), and our black and white male shiatsu Charlie (13). The only reason we have the computer is from my moms friend buying us one. We're also moving from the only home we've knew since we were children and away from all my friends 123 miles away....
Things have been real hard... I know you probably didn't wanna listen to my rant/vent/whatever.... but theres my explanation.
My mom had to make the decision to either have her get sent to a nursing home where she would have a hole put in her throat and tube fed. That is no life, that is just sitting or laying there and vegetating. So my mom made the choice of taking her off the ventilator and letting her just suffocate although the hospital said that she would be so heavily sedated that she wouldn't know what was going on. She passed away that night at 9:00 PM from her heart giving out. That was the most devastating thing that has ever happened, plus we hardly have any money to survive since my grandmother brought in the majority of the money from her social security. Now we might lose the house and we might not have electricity in the next couple of days so don't be surprised if I disappear.
Plus we had to get rid of five of our nine dogs since we don't have enough money to support all of them. Two were put to sleep, Mindy our female black lab (12), and our black and white male shiatsu Charlie (13). The only reason we have the computer is from my moms friend buying us one. We're also moving from the only home we've knew since we were children and away from all my friends 123 miles away....
Things have been real hard... I know you probably didn't wanna listen to my rant/vent/whatever.... but theres my explanation.