Post by Rekari on Apr 12, 2011 1:18:02 GMT -5
Dear Mother,
Hi, this is the daughter that you abandoned on the streets when she was twelve years old! I am now almost twenty and I haven't spoken to you since I turned 17. Now, you come and ask me for bail money. And for what? Smacking my younger sister in the fucking head with a motherfucking metal baseball bat. Why the fuck do you think I would pay that fucking bail for you after all these years? Especially for why you are in fucking jail! I love my brothers and sisters more that you could ever fucking know and I hope you rot in jail like you should have already been. Why you ask?
IT WAS YOUR FUCKING FAULT THEY ALL DIED YOU SICK SADISTIC BITCH! Why the fuck couldn't they have just killed you and left us all alone? If you would have stopped shooting up on fucking heroin for maybe five minutes you would have realized that all the people you were "borrowing" money from, expected to be paid back. They told you they would fucking kill you and they told you that they would make you pay but you fucking laughed it up and got high. You used to ask me if I blamed you for their deaths and I would say no well guess what i was fucking lying. If you had been a mother for just one moment then Maria and Casey might still be alive. That Molotov Cocktail that went through their bedroom window should have fucking killed you. And you tried to blame it on me! I was seven fucking years old! I tried my best! I got Anthony, Fawn, Danny and Nora all out of that fire. I tried so hard to get to the twins... I tried so hard. Do you know what it's like to live with their screams haunting me every night? Do you? OF COURSE YOU DON'T! YOU WERENT FUCKING THERE! I can't close my eyes without hearing their screams and feeling the heat come off their door. Do you have any idea what that did to me?
And Dara... The doctors said it was SIDS but I fucking know better. I watched you do it, you sat there and watched, coked out while she suffocated. You wouldn't let me in the nursery but i saw what you did and what you didn't do. They didnt believe me because of my age but you'll do it again and when you do they will finally get the picture. You aren't a mother you're a monster. If my father hadn't found me on the side of the road that day i would be dead, just like you hoped. I got me and Anthony through this.
Remember Anthony? My brother less than a year younger than me? You know the autistic one that the government refused to give you money for so you through him out? He's doing great mom... Better than I had ever hoped. He doesn't remember any of what happened and I plan to keep it that way. He still has nightmares though, I can't make those go away no matter how hard I try. Neither will mine... I hope that there is a special place in hell for you...
/end rant
Hi, this is the daughter that you abandoned on the streets when she was twelve years old! I am now almost twenty and I haven't spoken to you since I turned 17. Now, you come and ask me for bail money. And for what? Smacking my younger sister in the fucking head with a motherfucking metal baseball bat. Why the fuck do you think I would pay that fucking bail for you after all these years? Especially for why you are in fucking jail! I love my brothers and sisters more that you could ever fucking know and I hope you rot in jail like you should have already been. Why you ask?
IT WAS YOUR FUCKING FAULT THEY ALL DIED YOU SICK SADISTIC BITCH! Why the fuck couldn't they have just killed you and left us all alone? If you would have stopped shooting up on fucking heroin for maybe five minutes you would have realized that all the people you were "borrowing" money from, expected to be paid back. They told you they would fucking kill you and they told you that they would make you pay but you fucking laughed it up and got high. You used to ask me if I blamed you for their deaths and I would say no well guess what i was fucking lying. If you had been a mother for just one moment then Maria and Casey might still be alive. That Molotov Cocktail that went through their bedroom window should have fucking killed you. And you tried to blame it on me! I was seven fucking years old! I tried my best! I got Anthony, Fawn, Danny and Nora all out of that fire. I tried so hard to get to the twins... I tried so hard. Do you know what it's like to live with their screams haunting me every night? Do you? OF COURSE YOU DON'T! YOU WERENT FUCKING THERE! I can't close my eyes without hearing their screams and feeling the heat come off their door. Do you have any idea what that did to me?
And Dara... The doctors said it was SIDS but I fucking know better. I watched you do it, you sat there and watched, coked out while she suffocated. You wouldn't let me in the nursery but i saw what you did and what you didn't do. They didnt believe me because of my age but you'll do it again and when you do they will finally get the picture. You aren't a mother you're a monster. If my father hadn't found me on the side of the road that day i would be dead, just like you hoped. I got me and Anthony through this.
Remember Anthony? My brother less than a year younger than me? You know the autistic one that the government refused to give you money for so you through him out? He's doing great mom... Better than I had ever hoped. He doesn't remember any of what happened and I plan to keep it that way. He still has nightmares though, I can't make those go away no matter how hard I try. Neither will mine... I hope that there is a special place in hell for you...
/end rant