Post by Dracken on Apr 11, 2012 20:11:44 GMT -5
They say they're never going to exclude you. Believe them? I did, I surely freaking did. What did it do to me? It crushed me, making me believe that I'm not even a friend anymore.
Forget my existence completely, talk about me and my friend behind my back. See if I care. Because I don't anymore. I wanted to be in a new group with some old friends, that's not going to happen anymore. Because I don't EVER cross your mind when you need people to play with. Oh, so I'm afk for a few minutes and come back you think I can't play anymore? Thank you, thanks a lot. You crushed what hope I had in us being close friends again, so caught up with the 'popular' kids aren't you, that you forget everyone else.
I'm told that I'm not forgotten, then why don't you ever talk to me anymore. You NEVER ask me to play with you, I'm the one that has to ask. ALWAYS. I'm still here, I'm still getting along. I was better off soloing everything, wasn't I? Because it was only a matter of time before you forgot about me.
Only days before I was told I wouldn't be left out of things, you never added me back into your little group. I had to ASK again. Always me asking to be added back in. You didn't forget anyone else did you? No you didn't. Just because I didn't talk much didn't mean I wanted to be left out.
I told one how much I hated being the odd ball, that I didn't wanna feel excluded. Forgotten, again. Always again. I try to do things right, I can't ever do anything right can I?
Go ahead, talk about me behind my back. Do anything without me anymore. Because I gave you a second chance, no, I gave you more than that. And you ditched me. Ditched me and my friend who you can't even have enough respect to not talk about my friend like that when he's not even there. You know I'm friends with him and you STILL talk about him. Thanks you guys, thank you a lot.
You did try to get me back into the group, and I appreciate that. It's not even you I'm angry with. It's the others. OK, so I'm acting childish and huffy. Well I'm sorry if all trust I put in the others was completely crushed. I'm sorry if I feel left out of everything and that I don't exist anymore. I'm always ignored in real life too. Excuse me if that impacts me emotionally and I get a bit touchy. I can't help it I have emotions.
I'm sorry I was eating with my mom that I wasn't on when I was invited FOR ONCE. I'm sorry that you think that I'm sitting in the call looking pretty instead of in there waiting to be invited. I'm sorry for EXISTING in that chat if it bothers you all that much.
So go ahead, talk about me behind my back if you want. Kick me from the chat, I don't care anymore. I don't care one bit. Because I got backstabbed. Call me childish and stupid, I'm sorry I have feelings and this is the way I feel. This is how I feel I'm being treated. I'm so sorry I have emotions. Wait, no I'm not.
So deal with it. If you read this do whatever, don't talk to me ever again or invite me back. I honestly don't care. I'm not going to forget you because I had good times, but those times are the past. I'm looking towards my future and finding new friends, who hopefully won't forget me like you did.
Forget my existence completely, talk about me and my friend behind my back. See if I care. Because I don't anymore. I wanted to be in a new group with some old friends, that's not going to happen anymore. Because I don't EVER cross your mind when you need people to play with. Oh, so I'm afk for a few minutes and come back you think I can't play anymore? Thank you, thanks a lot. You crushed what hope I had in us being close friends again, so caught up with the 'popular' kids aren't you, that you forget everyone else.
I'm told that I'm not forgotten, then why don't you ever talk to me anymore. You NEVER ask me to play with you, I'm the one that has to ask. ALWAYS. I'm still here, I'm still getting along. I was better off soloing everything, wasn't I? Because it was only a matter of time before you forgot about me.
Only days before I was told I wouldn't be left out of things, you never added me back into your little group. I had to ASK again. Always me asking to be added back in. You didn't forget anyone else did you? No you didn't. Just because I didn't talk much didn't mean I wanted to be left out.
I told one how much I hated being the odd ball, that I didn't wanna feel excluded. Forgotten, again. Always again. I try to do things right, I can't ever do anything right can I?
Go ahead, talk about me behind my back. Do anything without me anymore. Because I gave you a second chance, no, I gave you more than that. And you ditched me. Ditched me and my friend who you can't even have enough respect to not talk about my friend like that when he's not even there. You know I'm friends with him and you STILL talk about him. Thanks you guys, thank you a lot.
You did try to get me back into the group, and I appreciate that. It's not even you I'm angry with. It's the others. OK, so I'm acting childish and huffy. Well I'm sorry if all trust I put in the others was completely crushed. I'm sorry if I feel left out of everything and that I don't exist anymore. I'm always ignored in real life too. Excuse me if that impacts me emotionally and I get a bit touchy. I can't help it I have emotions.
I'm sorry I was eating with my mom that I wasn't on when I was invited FOR ONCE. I'm sorry that you think that I'm sitting in the call looking pretty instead of in there waiting to be invited. I'm sorry for EXISTING in that chat if it bothers you all that much.
So go ahead, talk about me behind my back if you want. Kick me from the chat, I don't care anymore. I don't care one bit. Because I got backstabbed. Call me childish and stupid, I'm sorry I have feelings and this is the way I feel. This is how I feel I'm being treated. I'm so sorry I have emotions. Wait, no I'm not.
So deal with it. If you read this do whatever, don't talk to me ever again or invite me back. I honestly don't care. I'm not going to forget you because I had good times, but those times are the past. I'm looking towards my future and finding new friends, who hopefully won't forget me like you did.