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Post by Steve on Nov 1, 2012 13:16:33 GMT -5
I may be coming off across as mean lately, but I still love all of you. Not many of you know me very well, but I always just concur with another person. I basically conform to society to try fitting in, however, that stops today. I am no longer going to try acting like I care about what others think of me, and my own individuality is what I'm looking for. Not that this really means anything, but I just wanted to rant about it. If that makes sense, but my words usually go unheard. Not many of you know, but my parent's had trouble raising me since I have what is known as Aspberger's syndrome.
A fact I've hidden for a while, but I've recently come to terms with it. I'm no longer going to hide it and I'm going to wear it proudly to try helping others with the same problem even though I'm still a social butterfly when it comes to talking to people. I'm sure many saw the signs, but I'd rather people speak up to me instead of hiding it from me. I hate it more than anything, and describes why I'm a little more emotional than most too. Although I've been having anger problems lately, and I'm trying to figure out something, but maybe finding those stress balls is a good idea right now. Something to take my mind off things. I keep asking Kassy for a punching bag, but I think that would just make me feel worse.
Still, yeah, my main confession was that I have the syndrome and I'm not going to hide it anymore. Repeating myself is another problem, but we all have one. Also, I probably will never have revealed this at all if I hadn't mustered up any courage, especially since I'm always so shy normally. Still, I'm really happy no matter what else I say, even if that sounds like I'm contradicting myself. I love the site and the members. You've all been great and like I said I hope to work with you more.
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Post by tomackze on Nov 1, 2012 14:46:16 GMT -5
I love you Steve <3. You were never mean to me
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Post by CASTAWAY on Nov 1, 2012 14:55:45 GMT -5
Steeeeve. I love you all around, dude. <3 don't try and change. I like you the way you are. I honestly have never seen you mean to anyone. :'D love you so much.
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